When Your Thoughts Start Spiraling, God Has Not Let Go of You
There are seasons in life when the pressure does not arrive all at once. It gathers. It builds quietly in the background while you keep moving, keep functioning, keep answering messages, keep showing up, keep doing what needs to be done, and because you are still standing, because you are still breathing, because you are still managing to carry on in public, nobody fully understands how loud it has become inside of you. What started as stress becomes exhaustion. What started as exhaustion becomes mental noise. What started as mental noise becomes something heavier, something harder to explain, something that feels like it is beginning to close in around your mind. And then one day the truth slips out in a way that feels almost frightening in its honesty. You find yourself saying, or at least thinking, I think I’m losing my mind this time . That sentence is not dramatic when it comes from a place of real human strain. It is not performance. It is not exaggeration. It is the sound o...