A Prayer of Gratitude for the Doors God Closed
There are moments in life when the heart finally grows quiet enough to look backward with honesty, and when it does, a strange kind of clarity begins to rise from the past. It is the kind of clarity that only comes after enough time has passed for emotion to soften and for perspective to widen beyond the narrow vision we once carried. When we are in the middle of longing, desire feels like truth, and the things we chase feel like destiny. We pray for them with conviction, believing that if only God would open that door, if only He would grant that opportunity, if only that person would stay, then our lives would finally become what they were meant to be. Yet when we look back with the wisdom that comes from distance, we begin to see something we could never see while we were standing in the storm of wanting. We begin to notice that some of the greatest blessings we ever received were not the prayers that were answered the way we hoped, but the prayers that were gently refused by a...